I don’t know if it is because of the wintery, blustering cold or because of a lack of importance. I feel as though I have deceived my family members. About a week ago I told certain family members that I had asked a certain girl if she had a boyfriend, when in fact I had done nothing of the sort. I felt as though the assumption of the previous idea would allow me to stop dreaming of things not within my circle of acheivement as far as women go. I apologize for the deceit and would like to ask forgiveness for having told a lie.
Now, the reason I even mention this is because the other day I was talking to an old friend. As we were talking, she walked by us and said hi, both of us were staring at her in admiration. We both responded in like manner and after she had gone I then inquired of my friend as to how he knew her and the only words that he could mutter were,
” She is a heartbreaker.”
After hearing him say that I was extremely curious as to how he came to that conclusion. After burying his head in his arms he mumbled the same sentiment. Sensing the angst of the conversation topic I asked one more question and then stopped,” What happened?”
To which he answered,”If you want to go after her, go for it.”
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I left with even more curiosity than before and so I continue to think of the possibilities and continue to be as precautious as ever. Today in a certain place of congregation I mentioned to her that I knew her friend and that we had been talking about her. She asked who it was? After I told her who it was she pretended cordially to be in good standing with him. Meanwhile the whole time I am under the impression that she is flirting with me mainly because she is looking at me while she talks or because she laughs when I say something funny. I would probably misinterpret a heart murmur as a flirtatious advance.
…Not to change the subject or anything but I feel as though beautiful women are genuinely a cruel race for a single male. They walk around with their hair done and their axial skeleton swaying in perfect symmetry. I find it hard to extend the “right” type of conversation because if they perchance mention my name I have the inspiration that they want to bear my children. It really is a cruel circle…
Anyway, she talks to me and then we get to a door where we go our separate ways. She said,”Goodbye, Doug.” As she said it I swear I saw her look into my eyes longingly. I could only think that she was trying to tell me to ask her out but as soon as I turned I heard in my conscience,”she is a heartbreaker.” I am torn. On one hand I find myself with the potential Mrs. Hopkins, but in the other I have a potentially crumbled heart which is no longer a circumstance of my exaggerative anxiety but is confirmed by previous experiment.
I realize that I have lied to you and that you have no reason or need to help me on this subject. I would wholly appreciate the understanding of those who have crossed a road or two that might be similar to my sad state of affairs. I apologize as well to those that have read this in hopes of entertainment, you might find something a little better on www.nbc.com in the form of The Office reruns. Thank you and have a good day.
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Tis better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all… Go Warriors
I second Jim’s comment. Plus maybe his heart was broken because she decided to go on a mission or something and he wasn’t the right guy. Don’t let her being a “heartbreaker” stop you from at least going on ONE date! Go Doug, go Doug!!!
Dougie, remember the story of the talents and the ones that had many talents went and developed them and added to them, but the one that had only one hid it so that he might not ever lose it. What this has to do with you, I don’t know. But, there are many women out there, if you bury your heart because you don’t want to be hurt you may never know true happiness. Use your many talents and show her that you can put it out there for her to see. Will she for you, maybe not, but you’ll never know unless you ask. And not every women that says hi to you wants to bear your children. You might get hurt again, but you might also wind up with some one really great. It’s kind of a trust thing.
Excellent advice…bringing in the teachings of Jesus! I don’t think you can go against our Lord and Savior Doug! I was working on a football analogy, but I think the parable blows that right out of the water! Uncle Gordie, you are a wise and sage man! And I end too many of my sentences with exclamation points!
Dearest Dougie, You MUST follow your heart. Her clock is ticking and if she’s giving you the slightest encouragement you’d better jump in. She is one lucky girl to have you even give her a chance and if she doesn’t take you up on your offer then it’s her loss. Just do it Dougie – form the words and see what happens. Just because she broke one heart doesn’t mean she’ll do the same to you.
Someday you may be ever so grateful that she broke a heart so she’d be available to you. Perhaps if she was sitting with Mims she would hear her utter – he’s a heartbreaker or maybe @#*!!, either way that doesn’t mean anything between you and she. Gird up your loins and open your mouth. If she breaks your heart I’ll beat her up!! All is forgiven – never lie again about possible future bearers of my beautiful grandchildren. Hugs and kisses from the one who knows how fabulous you are!
I learned of heartbreak once from a very sad story. It was about a dog. A dog brought into this world with only one leg. Lil’ Brudder dragged himself on his one leg everywhere and let nothing get in his way of becoming a quarterback. So I ask you Doug if a one legged dog can be a quarterback you can ask this girl out.
-Courtesy of Homestarrunner.com
No, Steve, he became a 1/4 legs, not a 1/4 back! Doug, Faith is not to have a perfect knowledge, but you do not have a knowledge until after the trial of your faith. You have to take that first step into the unknown territory, exposing yourself (so to speak) to a possible heartbreak in order to know, if it is true….(emphasis without an exclamation point). Plus, dude, you ain’t getting any younger.
By the way – why are you up at 1:00 a.m.? You must get your sleep sweet boy!
Dougie—GO FOR THE HEARTBREAKER!! When you are old and gray thinking about regrets, don’t let the ”HEARTBREAKER” be one of them. Regrets are always those things that we wish we had the courage or the ambition to accomplish but for some reason (mainly fear or disappointment) never do. Dougie, I know you have those fears and concerns of having your heart broken, but sometimes like Uncle Gordie was trying to point out, if you bury your heart you may never know true happiness. Sometimes true happiness can only come from our “heartbreaks” and the trials of those “heartbreaks”. It is from lessons learned that we become who we are to become. You are still a young man (but not getting any younger) with much to live for. Life is to be lived. Not to be feared.
Dougie—This is Uncle Jim who really loves you and tells you like it is, but the main reason you can’t find the girl is because you are blogging until 1AM in the morning! Get off the computer and go chase some “skeleton swaying”!!!